~Katie Gordon Procrastination is a drug Heady and sweet Perfect Then fading Need more to make it through the day I am an addict In the moment I feel relief The monster slinks back into the closet But only momentarily Returning full force for more And I can’t think I can’t find my way Stuck [...]

~Katie Gordon I see you sitting in front of me Tears pouring out Your heart on your sleeve Some days, you say, I just can’t make it through And I smile and nod And say, I believe in you How much faith I have in you So little in return for me Too often I [...]

~Katie Gordon Don’t look at me I don’t want you to see The things in me that are all I see Don’t tell me that I don’t believe you You just don’t know me Don’t touch me I don’t want to feel Even – especially – pleasure means pain Don’t let me go I don’t [...]

~Katie Gordon So small Withdraw Close up tight Close my eyes So small Try to hide If I can’t see you Will you see me So small Crying inside No one notices Missing space So small Isolated Invisible Can anyone see me So small Smaller and smaller Until there is nothing left And I disappear

~Katie Gordon I didn’t think I’d miss you this much I thought I had already said goodbye After all the pain you suffered And this time spent watching you die I didn’t think it’d be this hard Time and age took their toll I had already lost so much of you But you were still [...]